I will be discussing my psychological state since my mother passed away four years ago leaving me "parentless". The issues I will discuss are my desire to be funny, my preference for space over time as it pertains to Einstein's conception of space time, my fear of death, more specifically my fear of second hand smoke, my love of basketball/lack of interest in hockey, issues of low self esteem and high self esteem, being homeless looking, the fear of intimacy, and the love of my grandmother.